feeling bad

hmm look i was so tired tonight, after leaving a wedding invitation of Chitra's at Aryaduta Ballroom. I feel so hard when coincidentally met with my old mate that had a bad experience in the past. I want to ignore him but look so silly. So i try to remote him so far that i had no time to give a chance for getting closing. Hugh..i hate to saying this which this matter influence me to take any action in the past.